I'm a bitch !

I think i'm going crazy !

I abuse myself ..!
I pinch my hand,pinch until red ..
why?
why I will become like that ?
anyone can tell me ?
I'm really crazy !
I dont know why my temper more worse than before ?!
I cant believe that I'll do that silly things !!
am I crazy ?mental ?or feel wan to die already?
please ~~

EVVON!!
please come back ~~!
I feel want to cry ..
but i hide my tears..
why?
I don't want to show that i'm really unhappy and stress,
I don't want to let anyone else worries about me,
I don't want !!!

Dear,
can you please tell me why ?
why I'll be like that ?
I'm scare ~
really really !!
I scare i lost myself !!
I scare i cant control myself !!!!!!!!
I love you,I don't want you to worries about me ,
I know i'm a useless bitch !!
I cannot do somethings to make you happy,
I only will make you angry,throw anythings is front of you ,
and make you vent out ..
SORRY ~ SORRY ~



I feel want to cry,
I know i'm a bad bad bad girl !
I know i cant give you any comfortable feel..
so sorry to make you worry about me .
really really apologize !!
I'll reflect myself !!